the scale

I've moved it into the closed spare bedroom.  I cannot tell you what a relief it is to not be weighing every day.

hey!

No, I didn't disappear!  Life has been incredibly hectic and busy lately, and I have stopped obsessing about my eating and exercising because it's become routine.  I work out at least four times a week.  And by work out, I mean exercise!  Some days it's 20 min hard on the elliptical followed by weights, or I might run 4 miles or bike 7+.  I love exercising!  Not the actual exercise, but the feeling of accomplishment afterward.  My goal is to be comfortable enough with my body to wear sleeveless tops this summer and NOT freak out about how flabby my arms are.
Speaking of body comfort, I'm still a bit disgusted with my stomach.  Otherwise I'm happy with my body for the most part.  Wait-- did I just say that?  Yes!  I did!  I've lost a lot of weight in my face, which pleases me greatly.  My legs are rock solid.  My arms are getting there.  I haven't lost my boobs, which is good and bad.  I'm way top heavy for sure.  People are often amazed when I put my wide belt on over my shirt-- they don't realize I have a waist because of my boobs!  My stomach though... it's still flabby and BIG.  At least I think it is.  It sticks out a lot.  If I could change one thing about my body it would definitely be my stomach.  I guess we'll see what happens as I keep working out.  I've only been at it for 9 months now and you can't expect miracles overnight, right?

slacking more

I've been slacking on my blog.  Sorry.
On the weight loss front, I'm in plateau stage.  Big time.  I expected it, considering I dropped almost 70# in 7 months and have allowed desserts to creep back into my daily routine.  I'm working on it.  Today was day two of cleaner eating.  One think I've been really good about is exercising.  I religiously work out vigorously at least 4 times a week.  I'm talking 45-60 minute workouts where I sweat a lot.  Today I finished a treadmill 5k in under 35 minutes.  I didn't run the whole way, but over half so that's good.
I'm excited to start losing again.  I know I can and I know I need to.  My work here isn't done!

satisfied?

I'm struggling lately because I have plateaued.  I'm seeing a minimal loss lately, and even a gain sometimes.  Nothing major-- I'm just fluctuating between 221-223.  I'm sure a lot of it is water retention due to my period, or something similar, but it's frustrating when I'm used to seeing consistent loss each week.  I'm not dissatisfied though.  I'm down about 70 pounds since I started this journey in June.  That's a lot of weight!  I look better, I feel amazingly better, I'm able to shop in "regular" stores and I have so much more energy than I have in a long, long time.  Why is it then that I am disgusted with my huge flabby stomach?  It seriously sticks way out and just hangs there.  When I run, it flops around if I'm not wearing the right clothing.  I guess everyone has something they dislike about their body and that's mine?  I don't know.  I just wish I could be completely satisfied with my body for once.
In other news, I'm quickly shaving time off my mile time.  Yesterday I was under 11 minutes.  Still waaaaaay slow by most peoples' standards, and I'm no way ready for a marathon or even a half marathon, but it's an accomplishment for me... especially when you consider I remember huffing and puffing my way through a 15 minute mile jog.

alrighty then

This week I celebrated the arrival of the 220's and with it the claim to a 70 lb loss.  Of course the day after I saw that, I was a pound heavier and I haven't been able to get back down to the  220 mark since.  It will happen, I'm sure.  I've been very careful about what I'm eating, I've been working out and I feel fantastic, so it's all good.
I did some shopping last weekend.  I'm between a size 16 and 18 in pants, shirts are an XL.  It is amazing to be able to walk into stores like Old Navy and the Gap and walk out with clothes that FIT... and clothes in an XL, not an XXL that FIT! 
Next up:  reaching the 213 mark, which is the lowest adult weight I can remember since college.  I hit this mark in 2006 by low carb dieting.  I wasn't exercising, just eating very few carbs every day.  I'm not sure how I did that, considering how much I love my desserts!!!

ugh

I'm not happy with my decision to make brownies for my students tonight.  It resulted in me consuming waaaaay more of them than I should have.
On the upside, I did have a great workout at the gym this evening.

weekends

Weekends are hard for me, especially long weekends, when it comes to staying on plan.  I have done pretty well overall this weekend, but there are some things I could do differently.  My husband made a turkey and we had a full turkey dinner Friday night and last night.  It was sooooo delicious.  I love cranberry the combination of sauce, stuffing and turkey.  I went for a long walk (75 min) yesterday which was nice.  My weight is up from Saturday, probably due to the added carbs and salt I've been eating.  I'm not worried too much, though I hate to see the scale go up!